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jungle, at the close of the vacation already mentioned, his health began to fail. At first his eyes were dim, and he could not see to read. His wife read and wrote for him continually. Mr. Binney advised him to leave his studies, but he persevered for some weeks, when, his health failing, he was compelled to abandon his books. That was a sore trial to them both. We encouraged him to hope that he would soon be better, and, if not able to study, that he might return to his beloved home at the close of the rains. He seemed to think a great deal of the disciples he had left without an overseer; and the teachers believing he would be very useful if he should return, desired to ordain him and send him back to them as soon as possible. But finding our efforts for him unavailing, it was thought best that he should be taken to the general hos

ate while travelling, except that the Christians paid his government taxes. This they always insisted upon doing. They were in the habit, however, of having meetings at his house, when the disciples came from the villages around and he always entertained them; so that with all their economy and her industry, they could barely live. Sometimes he was taken before the rulers and threatened, but never ceased preaching for it; nor did he ever suffer the slightest injury in consequence. He says he never felt a doubt but that, if he did God's work, he should be protected in it. At one time while the disciples were assembled for worship at his house, they were visited by a petty Burman officer, who ordered him to follow him to the magistrate. He told the Burman that it was their day for worship, and that he could not go with him, but that on the next morning early he would go. Perceiv-pital, where he would receive the best ing that he could neither persuade nor frighten him into obedience, he left him. "That night," said Nawchettoo, we spent mostly in prayer." In the morning, long before daylight, he had eaten his rice and started alone for the ruler's house. He was questioned as to his religion. He denied nothing; assured them that he had ever been, and that his religion required him to be, obedient to rulers, to pay his taxes, &c., but that it did not concern them to know whether he worshipped an idol, or, as the Kareus universally did, evil spirits, or the great and eternal God. They fined him heavily. He told them, if they could find any property of his, of course they would take it,—he would not prevent them; but it was an unjust tax, and he should not pay it. They not being able to find any thing, ordered him to obtain it from his people. He told them that he was not a king, and had no right to tax them for any purpose; that his body was in their hands; that his religion taught him to rejoice in sufferings for Christ's sake; and that he was ready to submit to any thing they might choose to inflict. They shut him up a day and night without food, and then, without giving any reason for so doing, released him, "strictly commanding him to preach no more in this name." He continued to preach, and never heard from them again.

Sickness and death of Kyawthoo. About the time of the return of Kyawthoo and his wife from the

medical attention and have the benefit of the most healthy location in the vicinity. His wife accompanied him; his fellow-pupils as well as ourselves were allowed access to him at all times; and we placed him there with the strong hope that he would soon recover. The physicians, however, were not long in deciding that his heart was diseased; and soon after he had an attack of epilepsy, which rendered his limbs nearly useless. He continued to grow worse, and in a few weeks died.

The progress of his disease was watched with the most intense and painful interest by us all. We felt that it was not easy to make up our minds to lose him. Great pains had been taken to prepare him for usefulness in the sphere we supposed Providence had assigned him. Foreign teachers could not go where he could go, even if there were men to send. He was known and beloved by all the disciples in that region. He had said to them, "I will go to the teacher and learn the way of God more perfectly, and will come back and instruct and lead you in the right way." Their hopes and ours were buried with him. The Karens who came over with him, were intensely anxious,-his wife was distressed, he alone was unmoved. "I left my home, my friends, my people," said he, "for Christ's sake. It was not to do my own will. If he does not require my services but calls me to himself, I am willing to go." He, however, thought until within a day

Burial-Pleasant remembrances.
The funeral services were conducted

as they would have been had a beloved preacher been removed from the midst of our churches at home, and, I doubt not, with a chastened submission to the will of God, who had taken him from us. During the address and prayer, in which Mr. B. alluded, in the most touching manner, to the loss we had each sustained, not an audible sob or sigh was heard in the congregation. While they sung a very beautiful translation of the hymn, "Why do we mourn departing friends," I heard Nawchettoo's voice, clear and firm, joining in the singing; and though I saw her lips quiver, she sung the hymn to the close; which was more than I could do. When we consider that it is the custom in this heathen land, when a friend dies, to set up the most piteous howling and screaming, tearing of the hair and clothes, the power of religion is made the more manifest.

or two of his death, that he should re- | preparations were made for the funecover. But when he saw that this was ral on the following evening. very improbable, he gave the most minute directions about every thing of a temporal nature that interested him, confiding all to his beloved Nawchet-with as punctilious regard to propriety too; assuring her again and again that he was as willing to die as to live, if that was the will of God; and comforting her with the prospect of a speedy reunion where they would be no more separated. A day or two before his death, an aged Burman came in, and seeing him in this state, inquired, "what his God could do for him now?" "You have worshipped him a long time," said he, "and now you are about to die as others die. Why not renounce your God, and see what Gaudama will do for you?" He replied, "I knew before I became a Christian, that I should suffer sickness and death as other men. I was not deceived. But my God has comforted me in sickness, and makes me happy even in death. Though I die, I shall still live, and go to live forever with my God." He continued to spend his strength in explaining to him the excellency of his religion. He was exhorted to spare himself, but unwilling to lose the last opportunity he might have, he continued to talk. The Burman disputed. The attendants requested him to listen to the dying man, but he was too much excited to listen in silence; when he was ordered to leave him. Thus he glorified God before the heathen even in death.

When he saw the physicians could do no more, he sent a messenger to his beloved teacher, requesting permission to be brought back "to die in our presence." The messengers were told that if the attempt were made, he would be almost sure to die on the way, and it might give rise to unfavorable reports concerning us; but that, as soon as he should die, we would have him brought home that we might perform the last sad offices for him here. We thought he probably would not live until they should return; but he did, and they delivered the message faithfully. "The teacher knows best," said he, "I am as near heaven here, as if I should die with them." Soon after, his speech failed. His anxious wife asked, "Is your faith still strong in God?" He nodded an affirmation, when his faith, we doubt not, was exchanged for vision. His remains were immediately brought to us, and

I have spoken of the impressions we received of Kyawthoo on his first appearing at Maulmain.

Coming to us under such circumstances and with so attractive maners, it may be inferred not only that he appreciated the instruction he received, but that it was pleasant imparting instruction to such a pupil. Mr. Binney always said that he had several more ready pupils, who would, ordinarily, be teined more talented young men, but no one who possessed a better mind upon the whole than Kyawthoo. He had a large share of common sense, and a more delicate sense of propriety than I have ever seen in any Karen, or I might have said in any person whose opportunities to learn the proprieties of life were so limited. I often asked what is the secret of Kyawthoo's refinement of manners as well as feelings; and we refered it to his more sensitive regard to right and wrong than most men have. He had emphatically a "good conscience." He rarely violated the relations he sustained to others, even in the most trifling matters. Neither would he allow others over whom he had a right to exert an influence, to do So. He could reprove with authority, though he did it in love, when occasion required it. One of the young men who came round from Burmah

what is good and right." I love to think of him as perfected in holiness, united with the spirits of “just men made perfect” around the throne of the Holy One, where nothing impure or unholy shall ever more mar his happiness.

Proper with him, had done an act which I had regarded as thoughtless, and was, therefore, not disposed to say much about. Kyawthoo found it out, and called the young man to his room, and made him feel that the thoughtlessness of the act was so far from being its apology, it was a sin when it affected the happiness of one Nawchettoo returns to her home. who had laid him under such obligaNawchettoo remained with us a few tions as we had. I think I never saw days, until the school closed, when she more sincere penitence manifested; returned to her native jungle with nor did Kyawthoo let him off with his those who came over with her. She coming to me and confessing the bad borne all her trials with great forwrong, but he required him to do it to titude, even to the admiration of the all who had any knowledge of it. It physicians and attendants in the hoswas a lesson which I think he will not pital, who said that while her attentions soon forget, nor will others whom it to her husband were most laborious concerned. and unceasing by night and by day, she was remarkably cheerful; but, as she said, "she had had his example of fortitude and Christian resignation." And when she committed him to the grave, "the teacher and mamma were with her to strengthen and sustain." But now she was to return alone to those who would be looking for his return, to his brothers and sisters, to the flock whom he had left as sheep in the wilderness, and to her own mother, who had cast her off on account of her religion, and who now would be ready to exclaim, "Where is your God?" Would she honor God in this time of trial, was the anxious inquiry; and most earnestly did she entreat us to pray for her, that this might be the case. The strong arm upon which she had so confidingly leaned, was taken from her; but I doubt not the arms of the everlasting God were and are around and beneath her. I trust these scenes will do us good. He must be a dull scholar that would not learn some good lesson from such Christians as Kyawthoo and Nawchet

He was affectionate toward all with whom he was associated; as a husband, exceedingly so. If he went to his room and Nawchettoo was absent, he always sought her out; coming first to me, as she was so useful that I called on her for a great variety of services. If he found her doing any thing in which he could aid her, he was sure to do so; and if not, he would be coming back now and then with a kind word to encourage her. He was seldom absent long from her side. He was affectionate toward us; and especially, if his teacher was unwell, he did not think of calling upon any one but Kyawthoo. One of the last acts of physical labor he ever performed, was to attend upon Mr. Binney, when the physicians had ordered leeches to be applied in case of local inflammation. His anxiety and tenderness made an abiding impression, especially when we remembered that he was himself suffering under the disease which so Soon terminated in death. His fellowpupils loved him also; and during the whole time he was with us, his name was not spoken but with respect and affection. The children of the Normal school loved him, and if they wanted a protector in their walks or a favor from any of the older persons, or if they were ill, they would say, "We will call Kyawthoo ;" and many bitter tears were shed when he was taken from them. I need not say that we loved Kyawthoo. When he was buried, I felt as if I stood by the grave of a brother. But we would desire to feel, as he felt, that if his Master called him to a higher sphere of trust, we would not question his wisdom or right in so doing. While he was with us, Nawchettoo used to say, "He loves only

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TAVOY MISSION.-Journal of Mr. Wade.

In a letter from Mrs. Wade, from which an extract was published in the Magazine for January, she refers, for an account of Mr. Wade's last labors in the jungle, to the published Report of the Tavoy Baptist Missionary Society for 1847. has just come to hand, and contains the The Report following selections. See also page 299 of last volume, Magazine for August. Mr. Wade says,—

Yaville.

Dec. 5, 1846. Left Tavoy to visit Yaville and Newville, the two Christian villages on the Tavoy river, and reached Yaville, the upper village, on the evening of the 8th. The 9th, Saturday, was spent mostly in visiting, giving advice, &c., until evening, when we had an interesting meeting. On Sunday, the 10th, we had four meetings, and in them a season of "refreshing from the presence of the Lord." On Monday also, we had four meetings, which were still more interesting than those on Sunday, as there was scarcely a disciple who did not seem "broken and contrite in heart," even to weeping.

12. Tuesday evening. Have now had fourteen meetings with the church here, for prayer, preaching, the examination of candidates for baptism, and for the examination of every member of the church preparatory to the communion. We had ten applicants for baptism, nine of whom were received by the church and baptized. Most of the number were young people and the children of Christian parents, and the greater part of these dated their first and deepest religious impressions from instructions in the boardingschool at Tavoy. As there has been no case of church discipline, or even small difficulty to settle, every member was admitted to a seat at the "Lord's table" and truly the presence of our Lord seemed to be with us. All our meetings have been most solemn; the fountains of the heart seemed broken up; prayers were offered, and sins confessed, “with strong crying and tears." The whole year past has been with this church a season of "refreshing from the presence of the Lord." In conducting these meetings I have been greatly assisted by Kaulapau and Aitee, who have preached several times in a manner useful and edifying to the church; and at times they truly seemed "endued with power from ou high." There have been two deaths in this church during the past year, one a woman about eighty years of age, who was greatly revived in her religious feelings during my visit here last year. She said, the "Holy Spirit had come into her heart," and she appeared to feel like old Simeon, when he saw the infant Savior. At the close of those meetings, she returned to her house filled with peace and joy, lay down in her house, closed her eyes upon the world, and could not from YOL. XXVIII.

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that time be roused sufficiently to recognize those around her, until she yielded up her spirit, (or rather her body,) and entered into the presence of Him whom she had longed to behold in his glory.

The other was a middle-aged man, who had for years adorned his Christian profession by an orderly life, and has left his weeping friends the consoling evidence that he has gone to a happier state.

The assistant Paukootee has done well during the year, and the church are desirous that he should continue with them. The school for the rainy season continued five and a half months. He had twenty-six steady pupils, who made commendable proficiency; eight of whom commenced with the alphabet, and had become tolerable readers. Several fathers of families also made an effort to learn to read in connection with the school. The people apologized for a contribution of but ten rupees, twelve annas, six pice, by saying their head man had lately called upon them for a contribution for another object. And now, in leaving this precious little band of disciples, my heart responds to the exclamation of the great apostle, who says, "Ye are my joy and my crown."

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Revival at Newville. Dec. 16. Arrived at this place, and Kaulapau, my assistant, preached to the church this evening. During his prayer before sermon, which was offered with subdued tones but deep apparent feeling, I heard suppressed sobs from different parts of the assembly. His sermon was short and impressive, and was listened to with fixed attention; after which he called on the assistant stationed at this place, and one of the leading members of the church, to offer prayer for the special out-pouring of the Holy Spirit on the congregation;

and these prayers seemed to be answered while being offered. The assembly was then dismissed, but as not a person left the house, or moved from his seat, I addressed them for a short time. It was a solemu assembly, and a season of uncommon interest ; both the gray-headed and youth seemed alike bumbled in the dust before the presence of the Lord.

Thursday, 17. Evening. The meetings to-day have been solemn, and many tears were shed, particularly during

spoke of her sins and unworthiness to have a place in the kingdom of God, with many tears, and I trust with truly broken and contrite hearts. This evening, the head man with eight or ten of the brethren arrived from Yaville. They had enjoyed the meeting at their own village so much, that, though in the midst of harvest, they made ar

the prayers. No preaching or exhortation seems to reach the hearts of this people, as do the supplications and confession of sin, where all are bowed together in solemn prayer to God. The assistant at this station has been a valuable servant of the church for many years, but is now an old man; and the almost continued illness of his wife has prevented him from teach-rangements to leave their worldly busiing a school during the past rains, and has otherwise hindered him much in his labors in the church, as there is no such thing as a nurse to be hired for the sick among the Karens. But he is a good man, exhibits deep Christian feeling, and, doubtless, does more for the church by his consistent Christian example, than by oral instruction. A new assistant is to be appointed to this station for the present year.

Friday, 18. Evening. The excitement has been greater in the assembly to-day, than at any time since our arrival; so great, indeed, that during the sermon preached by Aitee several could no longer restrain their feelings, and cried aloud. I felt anxious at this crisis, lest their feelings should lead them beyond the bounds of that order which becomes the house of God. I recollected, however, that in days of old, when Israel repented of their sins, the "people lifted up their voices and wept;" and I was afraid to reach forth my hand to steady the ark of God, lest I should sin against the Divine presence so manifestly in the midst of us; -and yet I was grieved to see some among both the aged and the young, whose hearts seemed hard and unmoved. I observed that my assistant Kaulapau was deeply affected by the scene he witnessed, and learned afterwards that he considered it a special answer to the prayer which he offered during the night. He said he then pleaded with God, until his heart was poured out like water, that on the coming day he would pour out his Spirit in a remarkable manner; and he felt that his prayer was fully answered. I may say of this assistant as was said of Barnabas, "He is a good man, and full of the Holy Ghost;"-at least he has sustained this character during the past year,

Saturday, 19. The interest of the meetings to-day has been, I think, greater than on any previous day. The afternoon was spent in examining the female members of the church preparatory to the communion, and with only two or three exceptions each one

ness with the hope of receiving still another blessing. I also observe at our meetings eight or nine of the disciples from Lung-lung, a village three days journey from this place, who came with the hope of having their minds revived, and refreshed in spiritual things by attending the meetings. They went all the way up the river to Yaville, but did not arrive until the meetings at that place were being closed.

Peaceful deaths of native Christians.

Since my visit to this place last year, two of the male members of the church have gone to their rest, and I trust they "sleep in Jesus." The first had, from early childhood, been much under Mrs. Wade's instruction, had been hopefully converted, and was at the time of his death a member of the theological seminary, affording high hopes of his future usefulness. His unblemished and consistent Christian course, together with his resigned and peaceful death, are, however, most consoling to our disappointed hopes, as well as to the affectionate circle of friends who mourn his loss.

The other was a Siamese Karen, who had attained to a good old age. He had heard something of the Christian religion from the assistant Karen preachers, who had visited his country, and removed with his family to Matah that he might learn more about the Savior. Though past the meridian of life, he applied himself to the task of learning to read the books he was so delighted to find printed in his own language, and sent all his children to school, not even excusing his married daughter and son-in-law, though they had an infaut child to take care of, besides cultivating their fields. And he lived to enjoy a very good knowledge of the scriptures, for a Karen, and to see all his numerous family of children and sons-in-law and daughters-in-law members of the church with himself. His wife died a few months after their removal to Matah, indulging a hope in the merits of Christ,

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